A letter from May 18th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, the date is may 18th 2020. Currently in quarantine because of the corona virus lol. if you see this I want you to know that as of now I have high hopes for you. Did you get a boyfriend like you wanted? Cause right now im feeling pretty lonely. Hows your relationship with mom? I really miss her and lately she hasn't been texting me back. Its really difficult to love her. I want to so bad but im forgotten. Youre 19 now. I don't want to grow up tho and 19 is a pretty awkward age in my opinion. I miss being young and happy. I find myself sitting alone in my room some nights sobbing. Im so lost. Right now my best friend is Kendal. Are we still friends when you're reading this? I hope so because I love that girl so much. Shes my rock and im hers. Anyways I gonna try to go to bed its 4 am haha. xoxo